Feelings feelings feelings... Something that every human own...
Happy... Sad... Angry... Confuse...
These are basic feelings...
But somehow there's a feeling...
I don't know what it called...
Worry? Doesn't seems 100% like it...
Disappointed? A little bit of it...
Sad? Not so sure about it...
What does it call?
Even I myself don't understand...
I guess nobody understand it...
It keeps give me heartache...
It keeps make me feel down...
It keeps make me feel useless...
It keeps bothering me...
Why is it? Why is it?? Why is it???
I think nobody can answer this question...
Since me myself can't even find the answer...
Maybe... Maybe...
Maybe is "the chameleon" inside of me...
Changing colors... Camouflaging...
If this feelings bring me to the correct path...
I don't mind having it...
Hopefully it guide me to the right journey which is fated...
Hopefully i can find the solution...
Hopefully i can understand it...
Hopefully i can control it...
Till then...
