"Unable to understand" Emotion

Feelings feelings feelings... Something that every human own...

Happy... Sad... Angry... Confuse...

These are basic feelings...

But somehow there's a feeling...

I don't know what it called...

Worry? Doesn't seems 100% like it...

Disappointed? A little bit of it...

Sad? Not so sure about it...

What does it call?

Even I myself don't understand...

I guess nobody understand it...

It keeps give me heartache...

It keeps make me feel down...

It keeps make me feel useless...

It keeps bothering me...

Why is it? Why is it?? Why is it???

I think nobody can answer this question...

Since me myself can't even find the answer...

Maybe... Maybe...

Maybe is "the chameleon" inside of me...

Changing colors... Camouflaging...

If this feelings bring me to the correct path...

I don't mind having it...

Hopefully it guide me to the right journey which is fated...

Hopefully i can find the solution...

Hopefully i can understand it...

Hopefully i can control it...



Till then...

非常感人的爱情故事。。。

一天女孩過生日，男孩子在她生日的聚會上送了她一只可愛的毛毛熊，在各種生日禮物中，這根本算不上是禮物． 女孩有些生氣，也許更多的是憤怒，沒想到自己男朋友這麼小氣，今天是她的生日，還來了這麼多朋友． 去年男孩在她生日的時候送了她一把很名貴的藏刀，男孩發誓說，如果有一天他背叛了女孩，女孩可以用刀劃破他的胸膛． 今年，兩個人一直在討論兩個人的未來，這麼多朋友都來為女孩慶祝生日，是男孩說在生日哪天會給女孩一個終生難忘的禮物．結果似乎一切都出乎大家的以外，當然主要是女孩！ 面對女孩憤怒的眼神，男孩只是壞壞的笑，這份禮物真的讓女孩終生難忘． 女孩在聚會中喝了很多酒，而男孩只是在旁邊静静的喝着可樂．聚會結束，他們要回到自己的小家，上了公路，女生一直很憤怒，一直在埋怨，車的後排座放了很多名貴的禮物，當然還有那只毛毛熊.女生開始抱怨男孩不愛她，不珍惜他們的愛，男孩只是静静的開着車，什麼也沒有說，偶然會有一絲笑在臉上． 酒精在衝動的驅使下發作了．女孩吐了，男孩靠邊停了車，女孩大發脾氣，指責男孩給了她這樣一個不愉快的生日，說了一些很傷感情的事情，男孩一直無語，只是一只手拿着紙巾，一只手拿着礦泉水．女孩突然跑到了公路中間，男孩沒有拉住她，兩個人就這樣在公路上拉扯着．突然，一輛飛馳的快車直奔兩個人行駛過來，男孩想都沒想的扔掉了手中的東西推開了女孩，女孩的頭重重的摔到了地上，等她蘇醒的時候，她已經躺在了醫院，頭上綁着繃帶．那輛飛速行駛汽車的司機，証明是酒後駕車．男孩被撞出了15米，當救護車到的時候，他嘴裡一邊吐着血一直說着〃别管我，看我女朋友怎麼樣？〃 到了醫院，男孩已經去了另一個世界，他最後的一話是毛毛熊，毛毛熊在他的要求下，被醫護人員帶上了救護車，他在這個世界上最後的一段路，就是這只小熊一直陪着他． 女孩得知男孩離去的消息，一直在哭，哭的昏过去了好幾次． 一個有心的護士把小熊送到了她的枕邊．女孩再一次從昏厥中醒來，看着小熊上邊有着男孩的血，似乎有着男孩的體温，她緊緊的把它抱在了胸前，輕輕的摸着它．突然摸一件很硬的東西，女孩從小熊的口袋裡摸出了一件東西，一個戒指盒，裡面有一隻漂亮的鑽石戒指，女孩看到這一切，切底崩潰了．她拼命的哭，用力的撕着自己的頭髮和頭上的繃带，但是一切似乎都没有意義了．女孩去了停屍間，那是的男孩身上的血跡已經被擦干，他干干净净的，安詳的躺在那裡，嘴角還是有着一絲壞壞的笑，女孩用手摸着男孩的頭，淚水從眼角劃落，她不想哭出聲，因為男孩不喜歡她哭． 女孩第二天就出院了，回到了他們曾經愛的港灣．打開房門，她被眼前的一切嚇呆了，房間裡滿是玫瑰，桌子上有一個大大的蛋糕，旁邊的一個保温餐盒和一張卡片．打開餐盒裡面是她最愛喝的湯， 打開卡片裡面寫着：嫁给我，你一輩子都不會後悔，你一輩子都會感覺温暖，我會一輩子讓你幸福，我會一直守侯在你的身邊，我會每天叫你起床，為你做你喜歡的早餐，送你上班,時刻惦記你，随時給你電話和信息，不讓孤獨的感覺伴隨你一時一刻,晚上我會接你下班，為你做晚飯，晚上讓你在我的懷中睡去後再静静睡去．家裡事情你做主，但是家務還是我來吧，我身體比較好點．如果應酬，我會在11點前回家，如果出差我會把你這幾天食物準備好，當然還有你愛吃的零食．其實愛情就是簡簡單單兩個人的幸福，我們的幸福才剛剛開始，希望……女孩再也看不下去了，她看到了房間裡仿佛滿使他們的歡聲笑語，滿是他們的蜜語甜言，往日的情景一下子，涌入了她的心頭，她在自責，在懊悔，在埋怨…… 想着到底是誰背叛了那曾經美好的東西．曾經的幸福這個時候變的尖銳，曾經的歡笑這個時候變的灰色．男孩火化的那天女孩沒有去，女孩一個人静静的呆在他們愛的港灣，躺在他們經常做愛的床上，看着他們出去旅游时的錄像，輕輕的用去年生日哪天男孩送他那把藏刀割開了自己的手腕…… 窗頭放着一張卡片： 親愛的我來了，沒有你的日子我好難過．是我錯了，你走的這幾天，我一直在回味我們在一起的日子，你的體温你的氣味你的壞笑和你做的飯，你是個騙子你說過一生守護我的，沒有你，一個人睡覺好冷的，沒有你做飯我肚子好餓，沒有你在身邊我好孤單，你慢點走，我來了，雖然你沒有實現你的承諾，但是我還是真的愛你，壞蛋我來了，慢點走，在前面等我，我來了…… 戀愛中的朋友們。。好好珍惜吧。。也許這個世界沒有那麼完滿的愛．但是這個世界有着最愛你的人和你最愛的人．當最愛你的人和你最愛的人是一個人的時候，告訴你．你是幸福的，有些人往往是三角戀，也許你不懂我的愛．我想看了這篇日誌你應該明白點吧．

Thoughts...

I realize this screaming pain...

Hearing loud in my brain...

But I'm going straight ahead with the scars...

Song of the day - Sand drawing

A new lovely and addictive song by Jay Chou and Cindy... Enjoy~~



歌詞/LYRICS:
作曲:袁咏琳
作词:方文山
主唱:袁咏琳&周杰伦

午后的风摇晃枝桠 抖落了盛夏
我对着蝉认真说话 在对你牵挂
玩风琴就是爱瞎闹 堆积着无暇
我跟着站在碧沙岸 让你放不下

这风景如画 (让晚风恍惚幻化)
院子里画沙 (摇晃着画着情花)
等最美的晚霞 等故事长大

用手中的流沙画一个你呀
才说过的永远 我们一定不会擦
我的青春开始在喧哗
因为大声说爱你 而沙哑

用手中流沙轻描着你的脸颊
也答应说好的未来 全部(不?)会重画
许过的承诺我脚步会在期待
因为我爱你呀

挑上脸 挑上花 有你的记忆干燥成瓶中沙
傻傻的 还想着你滴滴答答
擦美丽的指甲 喝你泡的茶
原来幸福可以这么优雅

爱过你的风沙 你的风沙 我一样值得你爱
管他风怎么刮 管雨又怎么下
回头过去原来 (别说傻)
回头不说一次 (值得吧)
我爱上这泪光 问你会不会爱我

这种景如画 (让晚风恍惚幻化)
院子里画沙 (摇晃着画着情花)
等我们的童话 等誓言落下

用手中的流沙画一个你呀
才说过的永远 我们一定不会擦
我的青春开始在喧哗
因为大声说爱你 而沙哑

用手中流沙轻描着你的脸颊
也答应说好的未来 全部(不?)会重画
许过的承诺我脚步会在期待
因为我爱你呀

用手中的流沙画一个你呀
才说过的永远 我们一定不会擦
我的青春开始在喧哗
因为大声说爱你 而沙哑

用手中流沙轻描着你的脸颊
也答应说好的未来 全部(不?)会重画
许过的承诺我脚步会在期待
因为我爱你呀 (因为我爱你呀)

To-Do-List (Hoping)

Sorry Sorry- Super Junior
Haru Haru- Big Bang
Lies- Big Bang
Last Farewell- Big Bang
Gara Gara Go- Big Bang

More to come...

Till then,
Steven

Kill Me!!!

Someone pls juz use a gun and shoot my brain so that i can stop thinking all these "unnecessary" things...

Someone juz use a knife and stab my heart so that i wont feel pain when thinking all these "unnecessary" things...

28th September 2009

28th September 2009, a very important day to everyone in BM108... coz it is the 1st class test of sem 3... and guess wat... it is NAT PROD. CLASS TEST!!!

OMG!!! by looking at the name ppl might say: alah, nat prod., kacang puteh je la... 8 lecture notes with average of 20 slides per lecture oni ma... but i can tell u this subject is equal to ALL THE HARRY POTTER'S BOOKS combine together... is not bout the thickness but is about the contents... those scientific name is like magical spells in the story of HARRY POTTER!!! Siao ah!!!! Helianthus Annuus, Aristolochia reticulata, Eucalyptus globulus... WALAO!!!

But if Harry Potter can memorize it im sure we can as well (i hope so XD)... Anyway i would like to wish all the BM108 batchmates (and others who r having test or exam tmr) GOOD LUCK YO EVERYONE!!! Lets "beat up this subject and live peacefully in future"... XD

These are the gifts to everyone who need it:-



Till then,

Stevia rebaudiana

"Left Men Right Women" 男左女右

A song that I currently like it very much... "Left Men Right Women" by Leo Ku and Shirley Kwan



Lyrics:

關︰要接吻　吻感不會像最初
要細訴　聽多幾句便說餓
生日怎過　竟要問我
連那驚喜也懶得給我
講不過　便去躲

古︰我那個　要拖手至像拍拖
要每晚　報導那日我怎過
好像行差踏錯
關︰想識破
古︰從未學諒解體恤我
工作已拖垮我
關︰我疑心有幾多

古︰未說假說話　等於真有心
關︰定要知為何吸引　解心癮
古︰別敏感
關︰我緊
古︰放心
關︰有心
古︰總之不夠細心
關︰最難求安穩
古︰最怕講對白　似亂世佳人
關︰定要表白　肯為愛犧牲
古︰誰向左
關︰向右
古︰最後
關︰同行
合︰全被愛情收禁

古︰Woo
關︰我對鏡　看多幾眼便要催
古︰該怪誰
關︰與老友　喝得多晚未怕累
親近多些他卻睡去
無法偷偷進駐他心裡
彷彿火　害怕水

古︰送我禮　讚少一句便鬥嘴
染了髮　看漏眼是我不對
不斷纏擾下去
關︰很風趣
古︰還用事業跟她比較
逼我答出金句
關︰我疑心有幾多

REPEAT＊

古︰有些擔憂未想她知道
關︰人家也為你好
古︰維護自尊　扮演獨行俠都好
關︰你怕與女友比高

古︰oh　我只講責任　不懂講掛心
關︰定要知為何吸引　解心癮
古︰別敏感
關︰我緊
古︰放心
關︰有心
古︰碰撞擦出好感
關︰最難求專一
古︰間中一個人　也是對戀人
關︰定要表白　肯為愛犧牲
古︰誰向左
關︰向右
古︰最後
關︰同行
合︰全被愛情牽引

HaPpY BiRtHDaY MaLaYSiA~~

Hey Hey... Is 8pm night and guess what... 4 more hours is the 52th birthday of Malaysia...

Well recently i found a nice song while listen to radio... is called "Satu Malaysia"... This song is features the AMP Allstars, with the voices of 15 AMP announcers from ERA, MY FM, hitz.fm, MIX fm, LiteFM, SINAR, XFM, THR Raaga and THR Gegar. My favorite DJs, JJ, Ean, and Phoebe are singing too... Well this song is so much muh better than other patriotic songs... Hope more of this kind of songs will be produce in future XP...

Heres the lyric:

1Malaysia - Rakyat Didahulukan, Pencapaian Diutamakan

Oh indahnya pabila
Kita bersama
Kau, aku, kita semua
Tiada bezanya
No matter whatever the challenge may be
We’ll face it together, the stronger we’ll be
*Tamil lyrics*
Ondraga seinthu, endrendrum vazhvom Santhosham neeranthaeram
(Together we come united as one, and live forever, Our happiness is permanent.)

Chorus
Satu Bangsa
Satu Suara
Satu Nada
Satu Irama
Bersama kita capai semua
Satu Malaysia

Rap
Satu Bangsa we united in music
Satu Irama united we stand
I feel the heart of my people when we struggle everyday to be the best that we can
We share the food that we eat, we share the words that we speak, I say what’s up? You say “apa cerita?”
You hungry bro?, jom makanlah!

Verse 2
We go up, never go down
We go up together
*Chinese lyrics*
Wo men shi yi ge Malaysia (we are one Malaysia)
Wo men yong yuan zai tong yi ge jia (we are one family)

Together we are strong
Tuan jie yi qi bu fen bi ci (unity with one vision)
Together we are strong
Xiang qin xiang ai wan zhong yi xin (we love each other and we share a vision)

Chorus

Bridge Sketch

Ean: Dude, JJ!
JJ: Yes Ean.
Ean: You know what part is this in the song,
JJ: Yes it’s the part where they go 1 key higher
Ean: Okay we’ll be quiet now okay
JJ: Coz we can sing but everyone else, 1 key higher!

Chorus 2x

Oh well so enjoy the holiday and again HaPpY BiRtHDaY MaLaYSiA!

Merdeka~ Merdeka~~ Merdeka~~~

Till then,

Orientation Korean dance video upload + Update

Is been a while since the last time i update my blog... How am I? I would say Im turning in to a psycho soon... Assignments really kill ppl... Now we have at least 5 practicals a week... Which means 1 week we have to do 5 reports... O.O Plus the following week will have another 5 at least... As these go on i will really become a zombie panda...

But if look at the bright side, well it keeps me busy so that i dont have to think bout other things that bothering me... Thx u guys and gals (sendiri tau lar) for all the laughters and go crazy with me and makes all my worries gone... =D

Well, is been a busy week since the orientation week... Helping our juniors to achieve the best performance during the orientation week... I promise to upload our orientation performance video ( the 4 dances) to facebook... But i couldnt upload coz the stupid fb video uploader keep telling me the length of the video is above 2 min... =.=!! Oh well since i cant upload there so i upload here lo... (P.S. : The quality of the video wasnt really good, so Sorry for that >.<) These are what i promise... Enjoy our last performances on orientation... Is brilliant! =P

1st up: Nobody, Nobody but you by 5 sexy lady


Follow by another group of sexy and cute girls presenting: Gee Gee Gee Gee Baby Baby Baby~~


Next up: A group of cute girls presenting: Doo doo roo~ doo doo doo Kissing You Baby~

And last but not least our hip hop dance: Call Me~ Call Me~

Well after all the joy and fun comes buzy and worry... Treasure all the happy moments you had and turn them into wonderful memories... ^^V

Till then~

RhyThM oF ThE MoNtH - 誰說愛情不能作比較 (WHo SaiD LoVe CaNnOt Be CoMpaRed)

空气中还飘着雨
在我挣扎的夜里
我们 真的只能一起到这里
越走越远的距离
不是三言两语就可以 解释我的无力
要分开的决定
我都努力 努力不伤害你
只是他的用心 你都看在眼里 却不说一句

他很好 他多好 (我没有刻意计较)
这些我并不需要知道 (只是他懂得我心跳)
离开你我勇气要多少 （我难过有多少）
你不会知道 （你不想知道）
他很好 和我不同的好 (原谅我自私地拥抱)
你最后会明了
我要的美好 爱情可以做比较 (会知道 爱情不能做比较)

属于回忆的歌曲
没什么可以代替
其实 这旋律真的可以延续
越走越远的距离
不是三言两语就可以 解释我的无力
要分开的决定
我都努力 努力不伤害你
只是他的用心 你都看在眼里 却不说一句（他的用心 我都看在眼里 我不说一句）

你拥有了全新的依靠
你会过得更好
我们承诺过彼此要继续幸福微笑

StaRt oF SoMeThiNg NeW

Well today is the 1st day of semester 3... I expect it would be better since that fellow is not there... Well it doesnt seems better... No more distraction from his laptop... No more weird actions... But somehow i feel it became more quiet... Oh well, who cares... Life still have to go on...

So according to my timetable today suppose to have 2 overview (ya 2 oni =.=!) and i can go back at 12pm... but at 4pm there is a meeting for all the committee and OOs regarding bout H1N1... so i have to stay till 4pm for that meeting...

But in the end, today i oni have 1 overview due to some "technical problems" on that timetable... Supposingly i can go back at 10am (or not to come at all XD)... but the meeting is still on so i have to stay in uni till 4pm... which means i have 6 hrs of free period... =.=!! well at least all the things i planned are done...

So what are the things that is new in this semester? Well 1st thing of coz is absence of "the fellow" from the list of BM108... Next 3 of our beloved BM108 family members are not here too (add that fellow 4 ppl lar)... 3rd, since our class rep and treasurer is no longer there so we have to elect new one... Well the whole batch supported our "father of BM108" aka Tatt Jhong as our class rep... Where as for that treasurer... Erm I am the unfortunate one who hold that position... Haiz.... Oh well, since it is decided so why not give it a try the feeling of being a "good loan shark" (I noe is definitely not easy)... Then meet back friends, orientation preparation going on, practices, meetings, yadayadayada... Nothing much ler...

Well semester is a start of something new... BM108 will still continue to be a happy family... Life still have to go on with the "gile babi" timetable...

So, till then...

Perfect just doesnt exist in this world...

Well the word "perfect" do exist in the dictionary... It means entirely without any flaws, defects, or shortcomings... To me, in reality, i dont think it exist at all... Ntg can be done entirely flawless...

On the 3rd of July, which is yesterday... The result for the re-seat exams was outed... Well i was nervous from morning onwards... Im so worried what happen if my friends cant pass the exam... They wont be joining us to proceed the following sem... We wont be having fun together... Many many things i worried... I want all of them to pass... I want to proceed to the next semester with them... >.<

The result was outed at 3pm... My nervousness had almost reach the peak... Is somehow like im the one who was waiting for the result... I so scare to ask them the result coz what if they fail... In the end somehow i manage to obtain the courage to ask them the result...

Well after asking here and there... I had found out their results... Well most of them pass... Which is a good news... But there are also some bad news... 4 of my batchmates failed the re-seat exam... Which now makes the number of students drop to 28...

Actually out of the 4 ppl... 3 of them makes up the bad news and 1 of them makes up a good news... Well the 3 ppl that makes up the bad news i dont think they deserve to fail... They really work very hard throughout the whole sem... I juz dun understand why they failed... Somemore 1 of the 3 ppl that failed the re-seat paper is a very good friend of mine who always help me in doing internal coursework during the semester... Such a hardworking person dont deserve to fail... HAIZZZZZ....

Well luckily there are good news too... That SELF-CLAIMED SMART ASS GEEK and ALWAYS-LIKE-TO-DO-STUPID-THINGS-JUZ-TO-GET-ATTENTION FELLOW is LEAVING US!!!!!! WOOOOOOHOOOOOO~~~ Is time to open champagne to celebrate... Well you may think im so bad but let me tell you, if you were in my situation you will feel the same also...

Well overall is a sad thing for losing such a good friend... I had learn that ntg is perfect in this world... I cant be so greedy to have everyone to pass the exam with me... I cant have all my wishes to come true... Life is just that realistic... Well i guess im ok right now... All these is just part of the life that we need to go through... Im going to work even harder for the coming semester... Im not going to lose to "Failure"... Im will be stronger to breakthrough all the obstacles that block my path of life...

Well, till then...

Unexplainable Feelings AGAIN!~~

Yes... Again... Recently I keep having very unusual feelings...

These feelings are juz hard to explain in words...
Is like mixture of pains, worries, disappointments and many others feelings...
This feeling juz come out from no where...
I didnt do anything bad recently...
I dont have anything to worry (except my weight but thats not the problem)...
But why this feeling appears?
Why? Why? I really have no idea...

Is this an effect of "emotional malfunction"?
Coz is been a very long time I didnt feel emo...
So my emotional suddenly malfunction?
If thats the case where can I send it to "repair"?

Or this is a sign for asking me stop being Happy Go Lucky?
Telling me the life I choose isnt as easy as I thought?
Or asking me for not to be naive...
Telling me miracles juz dont exist and not to believe in it?
But life suppose to be happy isnt it?

Somehow this feeling is like giving me a warning...
Somehow my instinct told me that something very SERIOUS and very BAD which will
react like a chain reaction that will also affect others and the impact is also
very serious is going to happen soon...
Warning me to be prepared so that I wont lost at that time...

If this the case, I DONT WANT IT TO HAPPEN!!!
I want to be the Steven that is Happy Go Lucky...
I will still believe miracles do exist in this world...
I know the path I choose is not easy but I still believe I can do it...
Since I had breakthrough many "obstacles" that blocking my path...
I believe I can do it! Yea Steven is not a Weakling!

I hope this feeling will gone very soon...
Or I guess I have to face it and turn it into experience...
So next time when this feeling comes again I know how to handle...
I juz want to find the key to lock this feeling...
Hope I can do it...

The Most PATHETIC Trip That I Ever Had!

Yes... This is definitely the most pathetic trip that i ever had... U will noe why after u guys read this post... But i cant say is totally pathetic... there are still some things that are memorable... but i can consider these memorable things are negligible... So i shall begin it by explaining the original plan and the plan after amendment...

Original plan: A 2 days 1 night trip to penang and pass by alor setar with 2 family (Ours and my father friend's family)

After amendment: A 2 days 1 night trip to alor setar (main reason: to see some "nice mural" in a museum, and visit some other place) and pass by penang with A BUNCH OF UNCLES & AUNTIES which makes up a total of 40 ppl

I WAS LIKE OOOOOMMMMMGGGGG!!!! WWWWWTTTTTHHHHH!!!! A such a nice plan had been turnover 720°=.=!!! Haiz... Well i thought that maybe the more the merrier and the trip shud be fun... but actually IT IS NOT!!! (well majority la) Haiz! So i guess lets begin it...

Once upon a time (well actually is on 7th of June XD)

i had to wake up at 5am bcoz the bus will be reaching sumwhere at puchong and we are departing there... so once we get into the bus, i had a very very bad feeling about this trip... well i thought is juz that im thinking too much... fine i juz leave those thoughts away and trying to enjoy this trip coz we are going to penang... wheeee~~

so we all depart around 7am from puchong... then we stop by at a dim sum shop at sri petaling to have our breakfast... erm i would say the dim sum sold here was TERRIBLE! It tasted like overnight food... so my parents order mostly pau coz pau is the only food that fresh from the steamer... If i were given a chance to rate this restaurant im will be giving a grade of -5... =.=!
ok fine... after we had that terrible breakfast then we continue our journey... well of coz i will be sleeping coz i woke up at 5am and i still very tired... so i slept wit my mp3...

then in the middle of the highway there is a terrible jam... i expected it to happen coz that day was a saturday plus is school holiday... so many ppl should be going hometown at that day... so our journey delayed... haiz siennya... so i didnt bother so much and continue to sleep... then out of a sudden i heard some auntie say is so boring in the bus and she suggested to SING KARAOKE IN THE BUS!!! I WAS LIKE OOOOOMMMMMGGGGG!!! THERE GOES MY PEACEFUL MOMENT... she even prepared HER MICROPHONE AND VCDs to the trip... plus those song that they sing are OLD SONGS!!! AS IN REALLY OLD CHINESE SONGS!!! is about TERESA TANG that era... (somewhere between the 50's and 70's) or some even older... YES! MY PATHETIC-NESS BEGINS HERE... and i can be so naive thinking that, "ala... if i on my mp3 volume louder i wont be able to listen to their songs and can continue to sleep lor" but their volume is 10x louder than mine... i on my mp3 volme till the max still cant listen to my songs... In my heart here is only one feeling: HHHHHAAAAAIIIIIIZZZZZZZ.............. Sei Lar i came to the wrong trip... is too late to regret... Then my bro said, haiz dun worry... the ppl are boring but the trip can be fun wat... I hope wat he said was true... So in the end i decided to look at the view outside the window and enjoy it... well is kinda bored so I decided to take some pic while travelling...

Abit wuliao that time... =.=

AYAM BAKAR nearby where we had our lunch somewhere at ipoh

Mummy~ =D

After we had our lunch i felt that there are something wrong with the tour guide... her face was as black as a wok... well i didnt bother so much... then some ppl that felt the same as me kinda like ask her wat happen... then she kinda like release her anger on us... blaming here and there... say wat her boss not happy lar... the journey keep delay lar... bla bla bla... well wat i felt was WTH!!! why keep blaming us... you are the one that didnt organise the trip properlly... your organisation got problem and u still blame on us... then afterthat there is one elder kinda like cool her and all of us down... i felt better after listen wat the elder said... so again i didnt bother it much and continue hoping there is hope...

Ok lets fast forward the journey to "almost reach penang"... supposing we shud be arriving around 3pm... after all those delays... here and there... we "almost reaching" penang at 5pm... =.=! how are we going to have fun in penang when we almost reaching at 5pm... coz around 11pm we are going to the hotel at alor setar d... haiz... now i started to believe that my bad feeling is coming true... HHHAAAAAIIIIIZZZZZZZ!!! i started to have the feeling of going back home... but everything is too late... again i remeber wat my bro told me and i still believe theres some hope in this trip... fine so i guess i have to follow the flow of the wind... i keep telling myself nvm nvm and nvm... so as we approaching penang, the tour guide told us the plan we going to have in penang... this is the plan:

1st we will be visiting some miracle stones that able to bless ppl (Ya right this is so bullshit), then we will be visiting the Kek Lok Si temple (ok i heard bout this place and got many nice view to take pic), then we will be having dinner and afterthat we will be having some very famous cendol that the famous comedian in Sg, Phua Chu Kang tasted before as desserted (cool~ i had a chance to taste penang food and that nice cendol, but the tour guide say u need to queue very long in order to buy this cendol...) then afterthat we can go shopping a while until night we have to continue our journey to the hotel in alor setar...

so after i heard what she said i felt: YESSS!!!! SO THERE REALLY HOPE IN THIS TRIP!!! Cant wait to go penang... Woohoo~~ so the journey continues~~

Penang Bridge~

Seaview took from the bridge~

Ok so when we reach penang according to the plan we will be visiting that stupid stone... so when reached, wat i saw is a small house that looks more like a temple with many banners... yes banners and all these banners are fulled with 4 numbers... guess wat, all these numbers are numbers that ppl who pray the stone and won 4D lottery... i was like SSSSSWWWWWWWTTTTTTT till the max!!!!!! =.=!!!!!! come to penang juz to visit this stupid stone which inscientifically bless ppl get rich by gambling 4D??? i thought others will hav the feeling too... but all the uncles and aunties are rushing to pray the stone... i was like omg... all these ppl are gamblers too... =.=!!! luckily my family are not coz we dun believe in all these bullshits and we dun buy 4D... so we juz see how the stone looks like and we go back to the bus... the stone is so ordinary... ntg special at all... =.= if that thing really can bless ppl this world wouldnt have poor ppl la... beggars are not existing in this world d... some ppl juz cant think rationally... =.= so the next destination was suppose to be the Kek Lok Si temple... it shud be fun... but the tour guide suddenly told us a bad news... she said the temple will close at 6pm... after those ppl pray that stone, the time is already 6.15pm... i was like =.=!! again... y cant we skip this stone visiting and straight go to the temple?????? then some ppl in then us complaint here and there... again that tour guide start to blame us again for delaying the journey... so it starts again the arguement and in the end the elder have to calm everyone down again... after the elder calm her down and she start to felt guilty and apologise to us... while she apologise she suddenly said she was BRAINLESS... at that moment i felt yea you are really brainless... the same auntie that suggest wanna sing k heard what she said and keep teasing the tour guide with this brainless thingy... I felt the auntie is too much... i thought it will be juz a while but she keep teasing her till the end of the trip and it is very annoying...

So the next we suppose to do is MAKAN! Woohoo~~ So i had one of the famous food in penang - Asam Laksa as my dinner with a bowl of ice kacang (coz i thought later we will be eating cendol so i didnt order)... overall the food was quite ok lar... not bad... after we had our dinner there are still some time and i went to the seaside nearby the restaurant to enjoy the view of the sea... (well actually there is ntg much to enjoy but the breeze over there is so chilling)

What i saw from the seaside, MUD!!! =.=! but there are some crabs walking around and mud skipper jumping around...



I oso met a cute schnauzer and a cute poodle over there... my bro took the pic of that 2 dogs...

So after times up, we suppose to go eat that famous cendol... then suddenly the tour guide said is too late d... We dont have the time to line up that long queue to buy that cendol... and we oso dun have time to go shopping... She said we had to go to the hotel now because it will take about 3 hours to reach there... I was like fine lor... I dun mind for not eatting that cendol and go for shopping... I juz wanna have a very nice and comfortable sleep after all the troubles... So the journey to Alor Setar begins and the journey to Penang juz ended like dat... SO PATHETIC!!!! I EXPECT MOOOOOOOOORRRRRRREEEEEEEE LOR!!! I felt tired after the dinner and have a nap in the bus...

when i wake from the nap and the time is already 9.30pm... The bus was stop and some ppl in the bus was missing... I looked out from the window and i saw some aunties went down to buy some pau... Then i ask my daddy where are we... He said we are in Bkt Mertajam... Yes after 2 hours we are still in Penang... I asked my daddy why we still in Penang and the answer that he gave me is so surprising me... He said that the driver was not familiar with the roads in penang and he got LOST while i was sleeping!!! AGAIN another feeling of SSSWWWWTTTTT!!!! =.=!!!!!! My heart was scolding that driver: WALAO if u dunno how to drive dun be a driver la!!! Then my daddy continue that the driver found ppl that can guide him to the hotel... Then fine lor... The oni thing in my mind now is to sleep in a comfortable bed in the hotel... Out of a sudden the person who suppose to guide also couldnt help the driver... SO IN THE END WE HAD TO SLEEP AT A SEMI-D HOUSE SOMEWHERE AT BKT MERTAJAM!!!! I was like erm is there enough room for all 40 ppl here in the bus wor? Well luckily there are... So again my feeling of hoping miracles happen appear... I thought: well is a SEMI-D hse rite... it shud hav a class maybe similar to the hotel gua... Well actually it doesnt... If wanna compare i would say is like a 2 Star hotel... =.= Well at that moment i kinda give up for any hope in this trip d... So i straight away go take bath and sleep till the next day...

A pic of the Semi-D house i mentioned

Ok after a not so good night sleep, again i had to wake up at 5am since the bus is moving at 7am... we are heading to alor setar now... but in the meantime we had our breakfast at Sungai Petani... Once we reach alor setar the first place we visit is rice factory... =.= ya i noe is boring... so lets juz fast forward to the next destination, the rice museum... yea another boring place... =.= but actually it wasnt that boring and there are interesting things here... (i cant believe i say this haha)... well i'll show u interesting things that i found here...

Cattle language

Well everyone in the bus is so excited about this museum (except me)... bcoz the museum have something which is the aim of this trip, the nice mural... well at 1st i thought: haiyah is juz a mural i can see it anywhere la, why must come so far to see... well sometimes things juz not as easy as what we thought... after i look at the mural, im very surprise bvoz is juz way too different from wat i thought... it looks so real and i cant believe it is drawn... out of a sudden i felt this trip is kinda worth a little bit...

The mountain outside the museum

An aeroplane

Paddy field

Pasar Pagi

Rainbow

Weather changes

Family photo =D

So after we see this mural we go meet up with my uncle who lives in alor setar... Afterthat we are heading back to KL (FINALLY!!!) but it is another long journey... haizzzz... suan liao... Before going back we had our dinner at some food court at Ipoh... Then me and my bro when down and buy some snacks...

My snack (FATTENING!!!)

My Bro's snack

Acting cute XD

Well after the dinner i plan to sleep in the bus bcoz the tour guide said we will be reaching KL at 1am... so on the way im going to "lalaland", the auntie that suggest to sing k now suggest to on some VCD... well at 1st i thought maybe is a nice movie la so i keep myself awake to see what VCD they watching... Who know they are watching some MALAYSIAN AH GUA SHOW IN HOKKIEN AND WITH ALOTS OF UNCOMFORTABLE ACTIONS AND VULGARS... (now i know what nowadays veterans like to watch =.=!!!) At that moment i was like SWT TILL THE MAX AGAIN!!!!!!!! Luckily i dun understand hokkien other wise i will SWT EVEN MORE FROM THE MAX I CAN REACH! Haiz again my nice "journey to lalaland" had been ruin... I WANNA GO BACK FAST! So i ignore the show, on my mp3 till the max volume and start listening to songs since the journey need to continue...

So finally we reach KL at 1am and i reach home at 2am... I straight go to my bed and sleep like a pig... Home is still the best place!

Well this is how my pathetic trip goes... Maybe you guys dont feel pathetic but to me it is super duper pathetic! Well luckily there are still some nice things in this trip... I really hope all this is juz a dream and never happen in reality... But too bad is already happen and i juz have to face the truth... So i guess thats all the gist of it...

Some Event in Kajang~~

Haha... EOS is finally over... PHEWWW!!! Finally Im free from STRESS, PRESSURE, EXAM, STUDIES............. (for temporary) HAIZ!!!

Anyway regarding bout this post... On the last day of May in 2009, my parents decided to visit one of my aunt at Kajang... So we went there to visit our beloved aunt... out of a sudden my aunt suggested to go a not-so-nice-and-such-less-shops shopping complex somewhere in kajang... since im kinda bored there coz my cousins all have their own plan so i decided to follow...

So finally we reached... the place is call METRO POINT... (seriously i never heard before)
The 1st thing i saw in this shopping complex is a long line of queue in Baskin Robins... At 1st i had no idea y these ppl so desperate wanna buy Baskin Robin's ice cream... until i look at my hp and i juz realise it was 31th of May... =.=!! Im so slow...

Anyways... erm bout this shopping complex, i would say Sunway Pyramid is 1000000x better than it... the no. of shops is very little even though it is a 4 storey shopping complex... is bout 1/100 of SP's shops... =.=

But what is interesting of this shopping complex (for that day oni) is there are some dance event going on there... when we reached the shopping complex the event was half way through d... but i manage to watch part of it...

There many types of dances in this event... From hip-hop to ballet to latin dance and many many many more... I manage to caught some videos of the dance performances...

P.S. erm i oni caught video of the dance which is interesting... and oso my phone memory is limited... so some of the dance was half way through... PSPS!!

Can Can-sort-of dance with ballet



Ok this is call Latin Cardio Workout... The guy in the video, i thought he is bout 20+ yrs old... But actually he is a 60+ yrs old uncle... Look at his muscles... Unbelievable...



This group is called DOT (i think XD)...



This group is called DRS (i think XD)... they are from JAPAN... Some how they seems familiar... Dunno where i saw them perform b4...

This grp i forgot wat they are called... But their dance is nice...

Some of the photos:-

Haha... these few kids here are dancing hip-hop and they are called "SEMENYIH KIDZ" (erm wat a name... =.=)

Group photos of all the performers...

Overall i would say the hip-hops rulez! (coz i like hip-hops XD)... All the performances are nice and i enjoyed it...

Haiz! When i look at them dancing i kinda miss our orientation dance performance... We gonna hav our performance practice on the 1st day of July... (still got 30 more days) I miss "CALL ME CALL ME" so much... T_T But is ok coz these 30 days is gonna fly like an aeroplane... it will come very very soon... XD Can't w8 till that day...

Finally i would like to show a siggy that i made few days ago... I kinda like it very much... (of coz la... is my creation mah XD)... so next time i would end my post wit my siggy here... juz like this:-

I Wan Nobody... Nobody... Butch You~~ (Malay version)

Well today when i open my facebook... I saw someone post this video on my homepage... It was a popular korean song "NOBODY" sang by WONDERGIRLS... It was a super hot, sexy dance by 5 sexy hot korean chicks...

Well this video shows a group of malay girls performing using this song... (Is not that they sing in Malay) Erm i would say quite good lar... But of coz if compare to the one we gonna perform in orientation, the difference is like the sky and earth... Haha... Is juz my opinion lar... No offense yea...

Enjoyed this video!

Lecturers Jamming

Hahaha... Ytd someone mention that one of our lecturer Dr. Srikumar actually play drum in IMU today... Haiz... i wasn't there so i miss it... After a while, Iris actually mention there are 2 videos uploaded in YouTube also showing his jamming session... But that video was uploaded quite some time... But hey, who cares how long it is uploaded... As long as it is nice, all these does not matter...

I would like to share with u all these 2 videos... There are 2 lecturers here... One of them (the drummer) is our beloved Dr Srikumar, another one erm i hardly see him in IMU but according to Iris he is John Paul Judson (aka JPJ)... lol sounds like Jabatan Pengangkutan Jalan haha... Anyways enjoy the video... =D

Yo all,

First of all i would like to thanks you all for visiting my blog...

Haha... Out of a sudden feel like coming to blog... At first i create this blog to play with those tags... Afterthat i feel kinda boring so i stopped.

After sem 2 of my uni life, i feel many things had changed. Including me myself... There are so many unexplainable feelings and thoughts going around my mind. My mind feel kinda "messy"... Haha... Hope that blogging may help me reduce all these "messiness" in my mind...

I'll keep my blog updated with all my feeling and thoughts that I would like to share with you all... Haha... is almost 12am le and i still got 2 more lectures to study for today... Better go study 1st... Ciao...